Running

Run, run, that is what my flesh is telling me
Letting me know I am no longer cared for
That my purpose is used up
And no longer needed
Anger and pain rise up in me
If I could only go away
Somewhere new, somewhere different
Thinking that would make a difference
But I know that I cannot run away from myself
That is a lie, a lie!
I scream as it fights its way to my brain
The Truth is in me
And His light will outshine the darkness that tries to consume me
As the tears well up I cry out to God to save me
Yet He is silent
All I hear is my haeart beat
The tears stream down my face
Timpe spent on my knees, begging
Wondering
Waiting
And then, a word, whispered in my ear
You are Mine, You are worthwhile
The light flickers on
The enemy leaves
I lie in the arms of my Father
Who holds and comforts me
This is all I need, this is my Home