Come

In the past you helped me to grow strong and were with me through every pain
Yet I shut the door in your face thinking I could live this life on my own
All I wanted was to be free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away somewhere new where no one knew,
A place where there was no past a new start
Now I am back to the beginning
Tied down once again
I feel like a bird whose wings have been tied
All that is before me is darkness, nothing is visible,
I can't even feel you anymore
When the wind blows I can't feel it on my skin and the rain has no refreshment
Please return to me,
I am weak without you; afraid without you
I grasp for your hand and fall on the cold floor
Where are you?
Have I banished you forever,
Am I doomed to a life of bondage and no purpose
No path to follow but to sit here and wait
Please come, help me
I'm exhausted from trying to be strong and thinking through thing
I need you if I am ever to get through this.